A Letter to A Friend

 It’s been 9 months since we’ve met through phone and with that  length of time, I had experienced a wild and crazy roller coaster ride. With its ups and downs mixed with different emotions like happiness and sadness, I’ve just felt very great and thankful that I am able to experience such.

 

Just like any kind of relationship, Friendship is something worth treasuring. And I know you already knew that. I will treasure all those crazy weird things, all those fancy messages and all those memories that we had. 

But, we all know and CHANGE is the only thing that is constant in this world. We can’t opposed to the fact that sometimes we have to let go of the person who really means a lot to us and who really makes us happy and lonely at the same time.  One of the hardest things in life is to let go of someone who became part of your life and who somehow complete our life. It hurt deep within accepting the fact that things would never be the same between us. A bond that was broken and  slowly disintegrate and there was nothing that I could do to save it from falling apart; It was like you was doing 100mph on the freeway without a safety belt and wanted me along for the ride. I know. I am the one to blame for what happened, Sorry, Sorry for everything for all my dramatic moments and the so called “Pangungulit” which I always do. Sorry if I wreck our friendship. 

I really want you to understand that there is at least one person that cares about you: ME.  I don’t want anything from you.  I don’t want anything in return.
Well, actually I do.

I want you to be happy! I love the sound of your laughter! I long to hear it every day!  Though I know you’re always happy and that’s what makes you so unique. Your POSITIVITY makes you as a person.

I want you to realize what a great person you are! You are not perfect! Nobody is! But among all your imperfections you shine! You have so many great things about yourself, such as honesty, generosity, compassion.  You have morals and lives by them! What I appreciate the most is the way that you present yourself to me: real, fallible, caring and sensitive.

Thank you. Thank you for Everything. For the Laughter, Tears, Love and Care. All those things and words that you’ve done and uttered. Simple as to be seen it but it means so much to me.

Remember the song you said to me? Here it is...

ALL OR NOTHING BY: O-TOWN

I know when hes been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought wed find you'd realized
Its over, over'
Its not the way I choose to live
And something, somewhere's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older, older
You know Id fight for you
But how can I fight someone who isnt even there
Ive had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair

Chorus:
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
Its now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you in memories
I feel it in my heart
But I don't show it, show it
Then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe its right
I know it, know it
Don't make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
Ive had the rest of you



Now I want the best of you
Its time to show and tell

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
Its now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here
With nothing...

Cause you and i
Could lose it all if you've
Got no more room
No room inside for me in your life

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
Its now or never

Is it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
Its now or never

Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here
With nothing at all

Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
Its now or never

Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with
Nothing at all

Why did you choose that? HAHA J Oh well, whatever your reasons I just want you to know that I liked and loved it. It is full of meaning and somehow its speaks what I really feel.

Just Like what it lyrics stated :

Theres nowhere left to fall
When youve reached the bottom
Its now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call ( message haha )
You ( I) leave me here
With nothing... ( To set you free

As I say good-bye to you Friend I wish you the best. As time goes on I'm sure Friend you will truly miss my genuine friendship. You'll realize the good friend you once had, but after today that is no longer for me to worry about.

A special person once told be as they said their farewells 'May all the blessings you deserve be your' I send that same farewell to you Friend. May your life be blessed, wishing you good fortune, health & success.
 ALL OR NOTHING, YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART.